#47 - The Little Things that Matter - 15/03/2026
I havent updated this blog in a bit. Truthfully I've just been kinda...surviving. And I haven't been feeling that great to begin with. Seasonal changes bring seasonal depression and unfortunately, the transition between winter to spring has it's own challenges. The coldest, most crippling taste of winter has been here to bite me in the ass and wear me thin, but I'm survivng. And at the end of the day, isnt that what really matters?
I don't wanna really say too much in this blogpost, but there's something I do want to emphasise. To the people that have been supporting me, love me, want me to be okay, I deeply value you. And especially my partners and close compatriots, you mean the absolute world to me. To know that theres good people within my orbit is absolutely everything, it fills me up with a kind of hope that brushes away the existential dread of living in a post-covid world. It paints the dreary at-times world we live in with an array of colour, giving it soul. For me, it's the rainbow and more. I know i'm waxing poetic, but I just...feel happy. For the first time in a bit i'd say. I'm going to continue to survive, im going to continue to function, and I will absolutely lock in on life. I want to make changes for myself. I will enact those changes.
My life matters. Always has and always will. No amount of depressive time will prevent me from seeing that I am loved, people care, and that while the world is a scary fucking place, there are people who have always cared and will stick their necks out for me, and I will honour them the same.